Learning To Love….More…Always…In All Ways 1/17/16 (4:44 AM)

 

“I am only sending you these messages because this is wrong and you know it. The only woman that baby needs in his life is his momma and for you to think he needs other women is disturbing and disgusting…. Lonna will do what is necessary when her case is heard in front of the courts….”

-Emily Leah Emailing With Adam Lewis In Response To His Atrocious Giggalo Behavior and withholding my child from me while he does it to inflict domestic abuse..control, and unnecessary trauma to both me and my child. 

THE MAN NEEDS HELP. THE COURTS HAVE ENABLED THIS DISGUSTING BEHAVIOR FOR MONEY INSTEAD OF HELPING ADAM LEWIS AND MY FAMILY. THEY AND HE, HAVE GONE SO FAR AS TO TURN THE WHOLE THING AROUND ON ME TO KEEP MY SON FROM ME AND TO INFLICT PERPETUAL ABUSE AND CONTROL

….LIKE FUCKING FANTASY LAND FOR CRIMINALS AND SOCIOPATHS…..

….NAH BRO…AINT GOING DOWN LIKE THAT. 

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Lonna Anderson <thyme2heal726@gmail.com>
6:54 PM (1 hour ago) 1/16/16
to Adam

Adam

with as much darkness as you have, I HAVE TO MEET IT WITH LIGHT AND TRUTH.
you have basically tried to murder my life in the dark…..and you don’t see ANY PROBLEM WITH THAT…

YOU DON’T SEE ….that I, AS ANOTHER EQUAL HUMAN BEING–
HAVE THE RIGHT TO DEFEND MYSELF, DEFEND MY SON, AND TELL THE TRUTH.

…..AND IT WOULD BE IN YOUR BEST INTEREST TO REALIZE—I HAVE THAT RIGHT—TO TELL THE TRUTH—TO SHOW THE TRUTH—-WHEN YOU HAVE STOLEN MY CHILD, SLANDERED MY VERY CHARACTER, AND TRIED TO RUIN MY GOOD NAME.

and then you feel insulted when the truth is told….thats is gonna fuck your head up.
I DONT EVEN HAVE POINTS ON MY LICENSE ADAM–I HAVE A COLLEGE DEGREE—I AM HARD WORKER, CREATIVE, ECCENTRIC, LOVING..AND I CARE ABOUT MY FAMILY MORE THAN ANYTHING…..THAT IS THE TRUTH.

Lonna Marie Anderson

 

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Lonna Anderson <thyme2heal726@gmail.com> Fri, Jan 15, 2016 at 6:54 AM
To: adam lewis <leavnroots@yahoo.com>, Lonna Anderson <Thyme2heal726@gmail.com>
LeavnRoots….You need to need to leave your roots.

Leave your father…cherish your mother…and be your own man.

and bring me my son, so we can learn to coparent.

YOUR FATHER IS WHY YOU HATE ME….its all the shit he puts and reinforces in your head.

Your dad is the reason, aside from some of your own issues with me and insecurities in yourself, THAT YOU HAVE SUCH A DISDAIN for me and how much Self-Love and Self-Respect I hold Within me.

And this is all based on a false reality. You watch your father live so many lies, and you think that is what it is to be man.

To suppress your emotions, while being emotionally volatile and manipulative. That is your father in nutshell.

You CANNOT BE HAPPY THERE…i don’t believe you are. AND I KNOW RIVER IS NOT…

AND NOW YOU KNOW TOO —BECAUSE HE SAID IT TO BOTH OF US—THAT HE WANTS TO SEE HIS “MOMMY NOW”.

LISTEN TO YOUR SON. HE IS TELLING YOU HIS NEEDS. Soften up Adam. Give River the proper love and affection that is in no way inappropriate or violating to him.

Adam if someone hurt you growing up, if your father hurt you, that was not your fault, and your mother should have protected you, and it was from years of your father manipulation on her, that she didnt do the best job—he was doing the same thing to her that he is doing to you, did to you and your brother and sister….hes done that to your mom, and warped her mind to idolize him while he uses her for whatever his motives and agendas are..

This is NOT TRUTH OF LIFE ADAM…..Your family is NOT HEALTHY AT ALL. I have seen you PLUMMET AND REGRESS DRAMATICALLY SINCE LIVING THERE.

ANY POTENTIAL YOU HAD TO EVOLVE OUT OF YOUR OWN CUNNING AND MANIPULATIVE NATURE—YOUR FATHER IS TRYING TO SQUASH —-AND FORCE YOU TO BE LIKE HIM AND MAKE HIS MISTAKES.

YOU ARE TRYING TO MANIPULATE ME AND RIVER—THE WAY YOU ARE BEING MANIPULATED….AND HAVE BEEN SINCE YOU WERE A CHILD.

ADAM YOU WERE THERE—YOU KNOW THE REALITY YOU ARE LIVING AND HAVE LIVED.

AND YOU ALSO KNOW THE REALITY YOU TELL ABOUT ME IS UNTRUE…. How is living a lie going to serve you? or River? or Me? Or Anyone?

ITS NOT.
Adam, ITS TIME TO COME OUT THE CLOSET IN EVERY WAY IMAGINABLE.

Step Into The Light.

 

Lonna Anderson <thyme2heal726@gmail.com> Fri, Jan 15, 2016 at 7:42 AM
To: adam lewis <leavnroots@yahoo.com>, Lonna Anderson <Thyme2heal726@gmail.com>
the 3rd movie—this talks about child abuse and how it effects the brain and body–and they say in this environmental abuse is more powerful than biological.

Emotional and psychological abuse is just as detrimental. It is child abuse to keep a child away from his loving mother when he can barely talk–has regressed and is back 1 year to baby babbling….but still said “MOMMY NOW”

THAT IS CLEAR DIRECTIVE. IT WAS RECORDED. AND IT WILL BE USED IN COURT.

please consider what you are doing…please deeply question what you are doing and why.

Lonna M. Anderson_River’s Real Mother

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Lonna Anderson <thyme2heal726@gmail.com> Thu, Jan 14, 2016 at 8:52 PM
To: Lonna Anderson <Thyme2heal726@gmail.com>
YOU ENJOY HURTING ME….BUT I THINK THAT IS BECAUSE I REMIND YOU OF ALL YOU COULD HAVE BECOME…

HAD YOU JUST TRIED.

BUT NO AMOUNT OF HURTING ME….WILL EVER REPLACE THE NEED AND EFFORT AT BUILDING UP YOUR CHARACTER..

IT ACTUALLY DETRACTS FROM YOUR CHARACTER, WHEN YOU GET OFF ON HURTING OTHERS.

THEY SAY SOCIOPATHY CANT BE HELPED….

BUT I DONT BELIEVE THAT….AND I AM VERY SMART WOMAN.

IT IS A SWITCH, A DECISION, LIKE QUITTING-SMOKING…
ITS SOMETHING YOU MAKE HAPPEN IN YOUR BRAIN, BODY AND BEING—GOING FROM CARELESSNESS TO EMPATHY.

YOUR SON IS VERY EMPATHETIC….LEARN FROM HIM, WATCH HIM AND LET HIM TEACH YOU HOW…

TALK TO HIM!! HE NEEDS YOU TO TALK AND EXPRESS YOURSELF TO HIM.
GIVE YOURSELF TIME AND SPACE TO DEVELOP AROUND WHAT I AM SAYING..

LET ME HAVE MY SON BACK, AND GIVE YOURSELF WHAT YOU REALLY NEED, THE SPACE AND TIME TO DEVELOP YOUR CHARACTER…AND I CAN HELP YOU FROM A DISTANCE, OR AS CLOSE OR AS FAR AWAY AS YOU NEED ME TO BE.

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Lonna Anderson <thyme2heal726@gmail.com> Thu, Jan 14, 2016 at 8:45 PM
To: adam lewis <leavnroots@yahoo.com>
DO YOU KNOW HOW YOU WORK WITH ENVY??
YOU UTILIZE SELF-LOVE….WHEN YOU FEEL JEALOUS OR ENVIOUS…YOU ACTIVATE STRONG SELF-LOVE AND IT KICKS IN…AND TAKES OVER

AND THAT JEALOUSY MIGHT TURN TO CURIOSITY OR UNDERSTANDING….

AND YOU WILL SEE THAT WHAT EVER IT IS YOU ARE ENVIOUS OF…YOU CAN LEARN TO DO FOR YOURSELF AND YOU FEEL THAT FEELING LESS AND LESS..

.BECAUSE YOU WILL GENUINELY LOVE YOURSELF…SO NO ONE, OR NO THING OUTSIDE OF YOUR OWN SELF– WILL REALLY COMPARE TO THE WAY YOU FEEL ABOUT WHO YOU ARE AND THE WORK YOU HAVE DONE TO BUILD YOURSELF UP….SO THERE IS NOTHING OUTSIDE OF YOU THAT IS WORTH MORE THAT THAT.
AND THOSE FEELINGS START TO DIMINISH IN YOUR DAILY LIFE.
I FEEL LIKE YOU HAVE JEALOUSY FEELINGS WITH ME….OR SOMETHING ALONG THOSE LINES…

AND I FEEL THAT YOU COULD TURN THAT INTO SOMETHING THAT WORKS FOR BOTH OF US….

LIKE MAYBE APPRECIATION??

 

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Lonna Anderson <thyme2heal726@gmail.com>
Jan 15 (2 days ago)

to adam
YOU ALSO KNOW THE TRUTH ABOUT YOUR MOTHER AND FATHER…

AND YOU IN DENIAL…

LET ME REINTEGRATE THIS:
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to adam, Nathan:

“As a holistic professional, with over a decade in intense research and study into all avenues of health and wellbeing….

YOU ARE SPEEDING UP DEMENTIA AND ALZHEIMER’S RISK BY LIVING AND PUSHING THESE LIES WHEN YOU KNOW…YOUR BODY KNOWS THE REAL TRUTH….EVERY SINGLE TIME YOU LIE ABOUT THIS, OR ANYTHING ELSE…YOU ARE SENDING A CASCADING MESSAGE IN THE BODY ON A CELLULAR LEVEL.

When you try to convince yourself reality is different than it is, AND NOW YOU HAVE A HUGE PRODUCTION OUT OF THESE LIES—BEING PUBLICLY EXPOSED AND INCREASING THE PRESSURE

….this is going to FRAGMENT YOU INSIDE–which sets off an energetic pattern through the body of MAJOR BLOCKAGES IN THE CELLS AND THE TRANSMISSION OF REAL INFORMATION WITHIN THE BODY.

YOUR BODY KNOWS THE TRUTH AND WILL RESPOND NEGATIVELY TO LIVING A LIE.

YOU ARE SPEEDING UP CELLULAR BREAKDOWN IN YOURSELVES BY LIVING THESE LIES….EFFECTIVELY DECREASING YOUR LIFESPANS –AGING YOU RAPIDLY….AND MAKING YOUR QUALITY OF LIFE FOR THE DURATION YOU HAVE HERE, MEDIOCRE AND CONFUSED…AT BEST.

I feel you should both know this….SINCE I HAVE SO MUCH WISDOM AND KNOWLEDGE TO IMPART ON THIS WORLD—that because you LACK UNDERSTANDING….find it easy to use the excuse and untruth that this is “crazy” information, that I am “crazy” because I am so intelligent.

IT IS NOT CRAZY IN ANY CAPACITY—-AND NEITHER AM I.

..IT IS TRUTH. …. I AM TRUTH.

You both seem like you need THE TRUTH the most.”

 

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Lonna Anderson <thyme2heal726@gmail.com>
Jan 15 (2 days ago)

to adam
Adam,

this lying is NOT SERVING YOU….YOU ARE LIVING A LIE….AND I HAVE REAL FRIENDS NOW….NOT THE JEALOUS CRACKHEADS FOLLOWING ME OVER THE YEARS….BUT REAL FRIENDS WHO STICK UP FOR ME AND LOVE ME

I DESERVE REAL FRIENDS….AND NO YOU CANNOT MANIPULATE REAL FRIENDS—BECAUSE REAL FRIENDS CANNOT NOT BE MANIPULATED. 
SO THIS IS HEALTHY FOR YOU….BECAUSE NOW YOU ARE SEEING THAT I HAVE A SUPPORT SYSTEM AND MANY MANY MANY PEOPLE WHO BELIEVE IN ME—AND WHO HAVE WATCHED THE WHOLE THING GO DOWN FOR 3 YEARS…

THEY KNOW YOU ARE LYING —- BECAUSE THEY WATCHED IT ALL ON FACEBOOK.

WHAT ARE YOU DOING ADAM..??

Dont you know?? …. You Can Get More Energy FROM LOVING Then From Control And Overpowering And Manipulation.

 

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Paul’s Sunset – On The Way To College Graduation – July 29, 2012
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On Top Of Lion’s Mountain, Upstate New York – July 30, 2012
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Homecoming – 1999

 

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April 2013 – The Weekend River Was Conceived-Astoria, WA

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River’s 1st UltraSound May 2013 – My Little Peanut

Adams flatters Lonnas parenting

Adam admitting Lonnas courage text
There Was A Time…When Courage And Love Were Appreciated.-Dec.10, 2014

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https://bringriverhometomamalonna.wordpress.com/2015/11/28/character-witnesses-statements-for-lonna-and-the-courts/

https://bringriverhometomamalonna.wordpress.com/2015/12/23/some-videos-photos-to-catch-you-up-video-evidence-of-my-love/

https://bringriverhometomamalonna.wordpress.com/2015/12/22/email-122215-to-nathan-and-adam-stop-trying-to-discredit-me-align-with-reality-please/

https://bringriverhometomamalonna.wordpress.com/2016/01/07/pre-trial-conference-jan-28-2016-case-15-5002288-sea/

https://bringriverhometomamalonna.wordpress.com/2016/01/08/january-7-2016-good-morning-love-thyself/

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